shishi's blog

2011-12-28T23:08:00.003+08:00

我真很没有用！！
没有用！没有用！
没有用！

2011-12-17T22:38:00.002+08:00

突然发现以前的我好自私。
对不起~ 我真的很自私。=/
对不起~~~~~

2011-12-16T00:15:00.000+08:00

people don't need to fight to prove they are right,
people who did wrong fight to prove they correct...
yes, i'm wrong....
i'm sorry.....

who am i..

2011-11-11T17:32:00.002+08:00

I am who?

What I am?

Who I really am?

What I really am?

I.........

我爱你

2011-11-06T18:07:00.008+08:00

我爱你我爱你我爱你我爱你我爱你我爱你我爱你我爱你~~~~

i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you~~~~

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♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥i only love you♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

为什么。。。。。

2011-11-06T02:06:00.002+08:00

我。。。。

态度

2011-11-04T20:33:00.002+08:00

做人低调不好吗？

就算高调又怎样？

重要对得起自己，

也对得起别人？
矛盾。

完成了一件事，

自己开心就好嘛。

不用到处宣布吧。
没这个必要吧。
难道真的是要让人懂，

“哇，你很厉害哦！”

‘哇，不错嘛很好？’

虽然给人赞是很开心的事啦，

可是，我是不是可以选择给或不给呢？

其实真的是要用口说出来让人知道，

你很好，你很厉害，

你懂得很多，你很能干？

才代表你很能干？

其实就算你默默地做不出声，

整天埋头苦干，

就代表你很能干？

或者是让人认为你什么都不是，

就是知只会做，做，做？

不出声不代表不会，

不做不是代表不懂，

会出声不代表你很能干，

但别人认为你至少会讲，

肯问，肯说，肯讲，肯学？

会做不代表别人会看得到，

做了没人懂也就不是一样。

自己开心又怎样？

说到完，
是态度吧。

不是什么，
也不是为什么。

态度。

懂得处理，
就是态度。
说话的态度，

思想的态度，

理解的态度，

做事的态度，
处理的态度，

对人的态度，

做人的态度。

因为，你会分析，

所以，你会解决。

就是要什么都会一点？

还是只抓重点的去会？

还是。。。。。。。。

态度。

2011-10-30T03:55:00.001+08:00

我可以去死了。==

2011-10-23T21:54:00.003+08:00

my freind and my frisnds... HAHAHA!!!
this is how u treat me...

such a long year friendship.....

maybe... im such failure....

anyway do whatever you like no comment...

im nothing in you...

2011-10-19T02:48:00.002+08:00

very GOOD! i just realize i type wrong!
i so super duper very ==!!!!!

i just useless... no wonder u so angry....

I AM JUST SO GOD DAMN NOOB!!!!

BANG WALL DIE!!!!

错了

2011-10-19T02:16:00.003+08:00

我又闯祸了.
不是有心的.

不是要不理睬,

而是不知道.

道歉也于事无补,

因为已发生了,

怎么说, 怎么讲.

我错了,

严重错误.

我没礼貌了,

我没有心, 也不细心,

往往做事没为人着想,

我不知道会那么伤透你的心.

我真不懂会是这样,

因为我真的以为是件小事.

原来我错了,

实在是太失败了.

你的体谅和细心顿时让我感到很内疚.

因为我没有.

我永远都不是你的一百分.

但你永远都是我的一百分.

我没有用.

我爱你.

i love~

2011-10-12T00:27:00.001+08:00

I love my life,

I love myself,

I love my family,

I love my attitude,

I love you and your everything..

sorry

2011-10-12T00:04:00.002+08:00

sorry...

i make you lost your trust on me.... ;/

please be confidence on me...

because i really love you....

ladda land

2011-10-07T00:38:00.002+08:00

First of all i don't think this is a horror movie for me.....

From what i know, this movie is based on a true story on a gated housing community in Chiang Mai that was closed down after a series of mysterious deaths and paranormal occurrences.

I find out this movie is quite touching and meaningful. Nice movie i can said. This movie starts with a family moving to a new housing area called Ladda Land. The father bought a new house for his family to start a new life there. After moving me no longer there's a murder case happened from one of the house. And terrifying events started to happens. Neighborhood started to move out one by one.

In other way, this family's father is a direct selling manager, started with a good salary. He want to have his very own house, he want to be a very nice father and husband. But his daughter look down upon him because of his grandma thoughts. Grandma dislike the father because the mom married with him after knowing she is pregnant. The daughter started to move out from the house because knowing that area was haunted, she was scared and her father don't believe her the existing of ghost. Their relationship getting worse.

After a few paranormal incidents happens near their house, the wife started terrify and planning to move back to Bangkok. But his husband still wish to stay down. One evening, the daughter come back for visit, and her mom ask her to pack and prepare to go back Bangkok with her without her father. End up the father commit suicide because he feel he is useless , he can't afford that the he thought he killed his son accidently, which actually is just injured.

Story end with the flash back of the family old memories, how happy they live before moving to the new house. and is no longer exist now.

i,m sick

2011-10-06T13:22:00.001+08:00

IM SICK!!!!

what an awesome day!!!! D;

2011-09-27T01:56:00.000+08:00

我是一个很女人的女人。。

连我自己都不知道。。。==

无题

2011-09-24T16:42:00.002+08:00

真的去认识，

真的去观察，

真的去解决，

真的去体会，

真的去感觉，

真的去感受，

真的去解放，

真的去包容，

真的去容忍，

真的去面对，

真的去聆听，

真的去回想。

真正的了解，

才是

真真的解脱。

2011-08-30T01:34:00.002+08:00

回被讲，不会有被讲。

那我干脆不回做我喜欢做的东西，

吃一餐饭罢了有什么大不了！

自己有事就可以，我有事情做就不可以。

什么道理，要讲那讲饱他啦！

懒得理你们。无聊。

childhood horror movie experience

2011-08-17T01:11:00.004+08:00

i found this photo in http://fuckyouverymuch.dk...

the clown above looks so familiar.

Like the horror movie i watched wen i was a kid.

During my kid's age i'm afraid to watch horror movies, i used my hands to cover my eyes when i'm scared xDD HAHA!! which i found out so funny, scared but stil wanna watch....

anyway i forget the movie's name, anyone have any ideas what's the movie is that.

Storyline is about a clown love kids , he love to kill kids.. the technique of killing the kids-use the balloons to track their attention and then kill them lolsss..

but i forget the clown is a human or a ghost -.-

anyway nice to recall back my childhood memories... which now , i love horror movie alot!!!! xDDD

BART IN JAPAN

2011-08-11T03:14:00.002+08:00

BART IN JAPAN

interesting blog.

interesting photos.

people, locations, foods, landmarks, vehicles, views, arts

开心就好

2011-08-11T03:04:00.001+08:00

i totally lost

2011-08-10T23:30:00.002+08:00

2011-08-10T01:19:00.003+08:00

...

COOL

2011-08-10T00:08:00.011+08:00

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by Ufunk.net

2011-08-09T23:41:00.003+08:00

批评别人前，

先想想自己，

道理正确吗？

有道理吗？

自己有何资格？

凭什么，为什么？

有什么料去批评。

先看看自己，

甚新鲜萝卜皮。

对，口是你的，

没人可以阻止，

要讲什么，就讲什么。

重要的是，

话说出来，

有见解，

不要自打嘴巴！

乱吠一同，

如癫狗似的。

发现

2011-08-07T03:55:00.002+08:00

人不可貌相，

对！是对的，

人人对生活，

的观点各有不同，

表面上普普通通，

不代表平平凡凡。

语言上浮浮夸夸，

不代表没有深度。

行动上骨龄精怪，

不代表不正不经。

聆听，观察，发现。

他/她，

一言一语，

一举一动，

让人

恍然大悟，

叹为观止，

大吃一惊，

刮目相看。

今日的，

发现，

聆听，

让我对你昔日的看法，

完完全全，

撤撤底底，

的

改观又改观，

原来又原来。

太不可思议了。

原来如此，

难以自信。

无题

2011-08-06T01:42:00.002+08:00

老板原来真的可以，

真真的可以，

真真的有够寒，

可以改名姓孤名叫寒。

死孤寒种。廷天授。=。=

Love And Other Drugs

2011-07-30T20:46:00.005+08:00

Storyline

Maggie (Hathaway) is an alluring free spirit who won't let anyone , or anything to tie her down. But she meets her match in Jamie (Gyllenhaal), whose relentless and nearly infallible charm serve him well with the ladies and in the cutthroat world of pharmaceutical sales. Maggie and Jamie's evolving relationship takes them both by surprise, as they find themselves under the influence of the ultimate drug: love.

Gyllenhaal is a playboy at the starting of the movie , he has honey coated mouth, which makes ladies mad about him. He make out with his boss's girl friend. And he quit the job being jobless few months until he got a job selling, promoting , supply drugs for clinics, hospitals and drugstore. and he met Hathaway. And story starts.

Hathaway have a sweet smile through this whole movie, she's so sweet with her lovely smile. In the movie she an artist , love to take photos, do drawing to collects all the memories she had , but she's a women have a disease of Parkinson. She scared of being love of someone, so she stop herself to love on someone because of her illness cause, guys left her after knowing she have Parkinson. She love sex, can have sex with guys she likes without any reasons.

Gyllenhaal started worried about Hathaway's Parkinson, keep searching ways to help her on her illness, travel every where for treatments... These make Hathaway feel tired and irritating, she started to feel her sick will make him feel stress and unhappy, his career will get affected by her costly treatment fees. There for the break up..

Gyllenhaal realize he needs her a lot. He really cant get rid of her, so he look for her and tell her how much they need each others.

Hathaway's : "I need you more then you needs me. "

Gyllenhaal : "is ok"

Hathaway's : "I have places to go."

Gyllenhaal : "you will go there~ I just may have to carry you~~"

Hathaway's : "I cant ask you to do that."

Gyllenhaal : "You didn't"

and so one la~~~ just watch it... it's so nic, very nice movie =)

何谓精彩人生？

2011-07-23T19:49:00.003+08:00

过得快乐？

六代同堂？

一家团圆？

三珍海味？

夜夜派对？

无忧无虑？

名车名宅？

四处游玩？

月薪过万？

成为世上，

第一

富豪，

名人，

富商，

富二代？

多的多得。

各有各的。

亲情，

友情，

爱情，

健康，

人情，

金钱，

地位。

各个拥有，

人生，

真的会过得很精彩？

见仁见智吧。

活得实在，

活得真实，

实实在在，

踏踏实实，

真真假假，

假假真真？

2011-07-16T18:45:00.003+08:00

VERY SICK NOW!!!!

I HAVE SO MANY DATES BUT CAN GO ANY OF THEM!!!!! why??? sick???!!!

D,,,=

喝水喝到想吐！！！

marvelous, stunning, astonishing.

2011-07-16T03:41:00.003+08:00

TATTOO is just god damn awesome!!!!

represent an art on your skin is just so damn amazing...

fuckyouverymuch

2011-07-08T17:44:00.004+08:00

take a break,

have a look of fuckyouverymuch

will make you feel much better...

is meaningful...ahhahahaha

nice blog...

enjoy =D

;p

2011-07-08T17:38:00.001+08:00

=）

2011-07-08T03:01:00.003+08:00

"i just miss that~

Is not too over but yet is fine..."

I'm Happy to hear that... =D

祝福，祝福。

car

2011-07-08T02:58:00.001+08:00

car! car! car!!!

i fucking need a god darm car!!!!!

ARGH!!!!!

pull hairsssss........

Orange Love

2011-07-04T02:01:00.006+08:00

Few days ago, i watched a movie.
"Orange Love"

Is a Russia movie, directed by Alan Badoyev.

what do you know about love?

Is a love story....

Some synopsis....

Story about 2 strangers trying to escape from a downpour met each other in an old Kiev trolley car.

He was a photographer, adventure- seeker, traveler. and She was cello student.

Both of them fall in love once they met each other....

They decide to have their own world of love, started with a "game", set by an old man with the illness of HIV. They have disconnect themselves from the outside... Facing each other in the house without any electricity supply , totally no connection form outside world.

and so on......Both of them love each other. Sacrifice, Cares, Hearts, Pains....

I just love the way of how the movie being directed. Scenes by scenes, the creative way of filming, the unusual, the lighting, the angles, the transitions, the depth, the compositions, the mood, the environment, the music, the emotions, the contrast, the different of expressing feelings... Sort of an artistic movie, kinda special and random, but is not realistic, story line some how a bit ridiculous. But I like it, is like a piece of art for me, through the scenes. Photogenic - female actor. male actor - not much comment just fine.

below are a few photos from the scene

Recommendation.. creative of filming... =)

莫名其妙

2011-05-31T18:42:00.001+08:00

莫名其妙

mist night wo..

2011-05-21T04:31:00.005+08:00

i feel i'm so helpless during that situation...
i dunno wat to advise her.... ><
very sorry im can be a good listener but i cant be a good adviser...
very sorry =( i have to learn more hw to advise ppl....
and i think thos is the last time and the only 1st time i go mist....==
full of seafoods lalassss that's wat i can said.. lolssss....
anyway glad to meet new frends too....simon... cute and helpful guy..
jamie have such friend really hang fok.. really cares bout her.... nice guy though...

hope her phone found by someone and she /he will return it to her..

advise: next time dun drink too much if you cant drink well...人心难测。。
things always happen unexpectedly noone knows...

love yourself = love your life

短短几十年。。

2011-05-09T02:53:00.003+08:00

人生短短几十年，
童年转眼而过去，
读书时代年年而去，
人生的二十年就这样一飘而过。

人通过回忆，通过种种的回忆，
发现自己已老了，
还是怀念当初的我们，
疯狂的，夸张的，
幼稚的，天真的，
开心的，颓废的，
我行我数的。

种种经历，种种故事，
现在已成历史和回忆了。
无聊时，翻开我们的回忆，
怀念怀念，回味回味。
不同时候让你感觉格外得开心，
让你弯起你的嘴角，笑了一笑。
日子还是一样的过，一样的走。

再过二十年，我们还是会记得，
可能记忆有时会模糊，
因为脑袋里一累积了多二十年的故事。
有要求，就会有需求，
有需求，就会有追求，
有追求，又会有期望，
有希望，才会有将来。

我们可回想过去，可，不可停留在过去，
此时此刻，真真实实的去做人，
想当年，想当年！！
过去了，望前走，
把想当年变成今年我，
怎么怎么，什么什么。
我，我们，
再次创造今年我们的历史。

短短几十年，
要活得开心，
要活的自由，
要活得精彩，
要活得真实，
要活得有用，
要活得此生难忘。

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懂得了解，才会得长久，
互相猜忌，换来悲剧，
懂得放开，而不是互相掌控，
懂得包涵，不等于是容忍。

人人平等，谁也不爱被人控制
一方屈服，换取另一方的欢心？
屈服一方，不是活得没有意义？
站在自己立场想，也得站在他人立场想。

条气不顺？摊出来讲啦！
发闷气鬼懂你哪条气不顺？
不行谈到行，没有问题能不谈而化的。
要谈就要心平气和，两方心平气和。
不停的投诉只有让事情变得复杂。
想想你是否真的那么委屈？

对，实话说！
女人是很情绪化，
各个女人都一样，
是否你会否能控制而已，
两者都一样吧。=——=''
如果感情一路顺顺利利，
没有任何的争吵，
是个人的情绪控制，
个人的思想开不开通，
占有利强不强烈，
事情分析够不够仔细。

吵一定会吵的，
是在于，合不合逻辑，
合不合道理，
没有人会无端端那时来吵，
冷静时段，
想想，为何？
他/她会吵。。
我错了？她错了？
仔细想想。。
他/她生气？
为什么？想！！

他/她不懂？
解释！解释！

-。-

好到此为止。
越写越兴奋？发神经！
此片不是针对任何人而写，
纯粹是个人意见，个人想法。

无形的变化

2011-05-06T01:15:00.002+08:00

时间就像空气一样，像风一样，
轻轻的，缓缓地，不知不觉的，
不停地在流动当中，
时间就是这样的溜走了，
大家都成长了，不一样了，
都成熟了。

生活上的每一点一滴，
足以能改变你将来的未来，
你的想法，你的生活方式。
生活上看见各种不同的人类。
超越你想象的范围，
有的令你敬佩，
有的令你厌恶，
有的平平凡凡，
有的自大嚣张，
有的一针见血，
有的虚假浮夸，
真真假假，假假真真。

人活在当下，
要懂得相处之道，
见人说人话，
见鬼说鬼话，
你可以活得很真实，
也可以处得很虚伪。
矛盾。矛盾。

i feel happy

2011-03-22T14:28:00.003+08:00

i feel astonishingly happy...
that's weird...
i think i make the right decision...
=D

2011-03-22T11:48:00.002+08:00

不想被人看死，就要证明你是行的。。
拿起他们看扁的屎，狠狠地丢向他们的脸。。
你们是错的。。。！！

untitle

2011-03-18T22:58:00.005+08:00

after a discussion in this evening...
i just realize i'm just SO SO....
is bit sad to heard...
it makes me feel im nothing in there..
i'm less important... =.=
actually i started to have good impression since the last few weeks,
i started to like the place i were...
after this, i felt there is no better reason for me to stay..
yes i really wish to, cause i know i really can learn ALOT...
but the offer is sounds quite ridiculous....
but i really feel hope i can..
cause i know and discover someone ready can lead and guide me....
but the offer seems a bit 'very' UNFAIR to me...
if u were me, will u accept it?
i dun think so!
unless u really accept you are value in that price!!
i don't think he himself will do so..
15 yrs history!!!
the management seems so not up to the standard...
yes i mean it...
you are just so.....and so not convincing..
yes you did some changes but the solution had made is just to...
fix the root cause of a problem instead of merely treating the symptom..
and the solution is nothing!!
you showing the nice surface ONLY to convince everyone..
but this sounds doesn't help...
maybe i not important,
i'm just a very super duper mini tiny ant there...
this is not about pass or not pass is the principium ...
i accept what i was in this movement,
but the offer...
is out of my basic expectation and principal.... is too over....
yea without me you wont have any lose to you..
you can get another and a lot...
there are a lot people out there...
i think my decision is good for me...
i just feel bit unfortunately to say goodbye to him H.
He is really very nice and good person..
i really learn a lot from you...
you really taught me a lot of things from you...
and you let understand a lot of theories,
i feel the passion to work there is because of you, your taught and your passion...
i really hope there are some deal to support to stay with..
HOPE!!! if not i really say BYE!!!
the only thing i can said is your successful is really successful from people's eye, because there are no heart from you...
you don't know how to....
the basic started is already WRONG!
you save a bit of your $ but i will prove to you!...
you make the wrong choice...
i'll be someone!!
TCM!

莫名其妙的感触

2011-03-07T02:21:00.003+08:00

爱情的开始是很简单的，
热恋期间的情侣是很甜蜜的，
如果要真真的去了解大家是需要时间来体会的，
不是一言一语就可以了解的。
爱情的保鲜度会随着时间而起变化？
会！这是一定会的，没有东西是永恒的，
永恒的存在不是用口说出来的，而是行动！
时间久了就认为大家可以变得随便一点？
感情久了就认为可以你行你素？
在一起久了就认为人家一定要忍受你总总的脾气和恶行？
感觉久了就要人为人家是他是你肚子的一条虫？
可笑！
人总是要失去才会懂得珍惜，
这未免太迟了吧！！！！！！
好好一点感情不去好好珍惜，
偏偏要等到她对你彻底失望时，
你才开始大觉大悟，你！错！了！？？。
人家对你的好，你当狗吠，认为是理所当然。。
我看见机会已经给了很多次，是你不去用心发觉，
不懂得爱你的女人，关心你的女人，
可能你认为是理所当然，你认为她没有你会不能生存？
她依赖你，是因为她想你更加的关心她。
身为男人的你是不是应该要有一点风度?
哪能让你自己的女人如此委屈？
你的不理力不睬，不发一言，无理取闹，
让。。。。
她一度一度的忍让，一次一次的失望。
感情开始得到不平衡的对待，
自然就会去对感情失去信心，
就算再怎么爱你都选择离开。
因为在一起的日子大家都不开心。
分手的那一刻大家都不好受，
提出分手的比你更难受，
她经过很久的考虑狠狠下了如此的决定。
爱归爱，
既然你让她觉得你不爱她，
她怎么爱你都已不会再是重点。
--------------------------
在一起的目的而不是为了在一起，
而是互相了解，体谅，关怀，开导，信和可开心。
信任没了再一起也没什么意识。
何如疑神疑鬼，胡乱猜疑。
不如洒脱一点，去寻找自己的开心。。。

~~

2011-02-22T23:37:00.001+08:00

testing testing 1~2~3~
test~ test~
TESTING~~~~~~~~!!!
LOLS

闲篇

2011-02-16T02:55:00.003+08:00

不久前，才跟学谦聊完天。
我发现原来他对爱情很悲观。
可能是曾经跌过，受了很大的伤害吧。
我还开导了他一下下，好像是这样。。。
哈哈，不知有没有帮助，希望吧 =0=
可是废话也很多啦 xD
其实在他身上也许也到不少东西啦。。
希望他能克服自己，找到他的真爱吧。。
我在这祝福你吧，
勇敢，自信，
相信自己，相信你的feelings！！
加油！！我的朋友。。=3

突然想讲。。

其实想回来，真真能跟我深交的能一起谈心不是很多。
雯，真是很讲义气的朋友，我太爱你了！！=)
谦，我们无所不谈，可以说是难得一交的好朋友。
sway,费话虽多，可是有心事找他一谈也无妨，他的话可以点清很多人哦！！
桦，我虽然不是你最好的朋友，可是我真的很珍惜你这朋友，你让我懂很多人生的道理。
这几位是我最开心交的知己，打死都不会放弃的朋友。
我爱你们。。

唯一感到可惜，安和蕾吧~~
可能是生活上的改变彼此变得有点陌生。。
其实我真的很想念安以前和我无所不谈的时候。。可是你变了。。
蕾，不是你变了而是我们话题很多时候不一样了。。
希望以后会更好吧！！

此时，半夜两点了。
刚读了好几个朋友的部落格，
发现他们几天以来的心情。
顿时感到很惊讶也很安慰。
了解到他们心声。。
其实在这里发出自己的心声，
我觉得是很舒服的一件事，
不开心实在这发泄很正常，
开心在这场写一篇是件很过瘾的事情。
不是什么事情都要开口告诉人才是解决的方式。
有时事情放在自己的心里比说出来的痛快。
因为事情毕竟有阿的解决方法，可能时机未到。
可能给某些人觉得是浪费时间，可是这毕竟是个私人的空间。

birthday~~~~

2011-01-25T03:18:00.002+08:00

22th years living on the earth.....
a blink of an eye... time flies....
IM OLD!!!! =___=
this year 2011....
situation still the same....
i plan my birthday celebration,
i plan who to invite,
i plan where to go, what to do....
i feel got ill bit irritating... --
Why i have to plan it myself?
Why not people plan it for me?
Or am I too aggressive? before my birthday lolsss...
maybe....
anyway I enjoy my pre-birthday partie night....
It's FUN...
and i think is the craziest drinking session i ever had in this past 21 years....
i dates all my brothers out...Ha....
i tried to invite my girl friends attend too...
but most of them dun like to club,
actually i not really club there,
cos we sitting on the 3rd floor (opera),
is just drinking and drinking and lil bit dances lols...
most of the time i was drinking, bit smoking, chatting, and talking non sense HA...
if i din mistaken i drank a lot --....
1st i drank quite a lot of hennessy, maybe 1/2 bottle?
erm i have no ideas lol...
2 shots of 0.00% JUICE vokda LOL...
some beer....den hennessy again 1 glass super strong....
1/2 way i gave mr jian wen cos is too strong i can take it.. ==
after this i was like weng weng dei--
so i went to settle myself...
after awhile jamie's friend keep ask me to drink with them den i accompany them...
and 3-4 glasses of black label?
bottom up bu bu -- ' GILA....
the last glass of label, shit burns my throat!!!
1/2 i pour it to someone's bottle lols...
after 20 mins ++ (i think so)...
i got the feeling again...
this time even strong lol....
the music is loud and i cant even heard the music alot all...
there is like someone lower down the volume beside my earing...
wow... cool... like feeling...
after this i realize if keeping the feeling longer i think i will straight away lay on the floor xD LOLS...
therefore i started to pour coke coke coke again and again, green tea, whatever mixer i can get there.....
den went it settle again a long 1 lol...
when i come out i saw zk is waiting me out dere..xD
and i saw his face, he's going to lay down soon...ahahahha
went back i sit, i stand, i sing, i laugh at ah guan, totally dead...
i dance, i smoke, i gila gila.. and i back facing jamie's friend...xD
cause i knew i cant drink anymore....
after awhile jamie drag to her friend again...
and they ask me drink again...
i was naaa... i cant drink d... end i stil finish a glass lols...
after that i really din drink anymore....
in between i knew zk is in the way of dying, and my friend when down dance, left few of us, and ahim ask janko and zk no to let me have drinks anymore but they fail one went down dance and zk is nt in a good situation after him left for few minutes...
anyway i was just drink mixer..
smoking with zk mentol cigg. haha.. and i remembered jianwen stop me "不要！不要抽，不好的！！" and he took away the cigg tat i was holding on my hand,was bout to put into..
hahhaha he just so funny and cute xD....
i stil remember till now.. ahahahhahaha..
and my cosmetic all GONE!!!! after writting on aguan's SHIRT!!!!
my estee lipgrloss MY FAV left 1/8 D:
i knew janko use alot and YANG TOOOO!!! -- but i din scold janko...
but i scold yang.. cause he terputus my eyeliner and he ask me WHY?
i was like wtf.... he terputus the whole liner... ><
den i took away from him and i teach him hw to use and i also terputus another SIDE..
HAHAHA..funny... den i told yang no more cant use he den he drop my liner cover and i keep asking where's my cover he keep said DUNNO!!! i was darm dulan that time...
end up i saw my cover AND was step by JANKO!!!! AH!!!
even more angry.. then i ask yang to reshape it for me ahahhaha..lol
then janko keep laugh at yang when i was scolding him ahahahha...
and he said i darm funny when scolding him.... lolsss....
i purposely one... ahahhahaha.... cause he spark my fire on...lolssss
after few while 3am lights all on....
we left... adn someone carry guan to his car...
i was suprise i will can talk like normal....ahahahhaha....
good.....
den we went mamak and went home....
ahim fetch me home ;3
hahhaha.... he's very normal no drunk at all....
ehehehhe~~~
that the pre-birthday partie....

Part 2 24/1/2011
i worked, and my dear mun dates me....
i really tot she come alone or maybe with mey ting...lossss
when i reach i saw summer and dear...ahahah
suprise hahhahaa.... i feel happy ;3
we had japanese food so many rice --
i had ice cream and rt strawberry cheese cake.... ehehhehee... NICE!!!
yums yumssssss..... thanks dear....
thank you for the suprise... teehee....
really love you guys....
after lunch went back for work...
and the my colleague bought me blueberry cheese cake...
YUMS NICE!!! i have berries cheese cake again but this different kind of taste....
the blueberry is very yummiessssss~~~~~~~ very nice....
ehehe... thanks for the cake very happy...
thanks to Desmand, he bought and choose the cake i really love it....
and thanks to those who share the cakes thank you everyone!!!!!
after happi hour BAC TO REALITY!!!
work....
CLEAR issue everywhere my god!!!! and blue live to day GILA!!!!
end up i spend 3 more hours in the office OT!!!!! ISH!!!!
i darm angry!!! i HATE BLUE....!!!! and I HATE>....... ><
i HATE RUshing wrking I HATE today i din take LEAVE!!! i so idiots AH!!!....
never mind if i on leave noone will celebrate with me in the office i wont be having cheese cakesss.... =3
thanks my heng dais
shiwei, himz, zk, janko, jianwen, kakashi, guan and my dear jamie i very scared i make u bored on tht day ><
my dear suhmun, my dear and summer ;3 thanks for the suprise lunch....
my dear colleaguesss....
desmand, aalissa, gensy, joowah, henry, and alot more...
ahhahahhaa
sounds like i gt oscar award keep thanking everyone xD
really happy.... and bit angry ahahaha...
byes~~~~~ NITEZ
tbc more

why why why?????

2011-01-18T00:35:00.003+08:00

Why isit getting worse and worst????
What's the problem????
I HATE it!!!!!!
am i happy?
i very scared....
why??
i feel inconsistent...
i'm contradicted....
i want something fresh...
i wanna scream the hell out of my lungs....
i need air more and more air....
i feel like i'm being strapped...
i wanna punch someone with all my energy...
i wanna be wat i really wish to be...
i wanna tatt.......
i wanna LIFE....
i want my soul..
i wanna step out from this dead shell....
should i stop or continue?
why?
doesn't seem meaning to me?
am i enjoy??
why?
i'm pushing myself too tough?
feeling depressed?
commit suicide? HA....
stupidest solution the world...==
i feel zero percent.....

好恶~~

2010-11-28T20:34:00.002+08:00

虽然我跟你不是很熟。
我也没有资格这样批评你。
可是~~可是~~
每当我跟你讲，沟通。
你令我感到恶心。
因为真的很难顶~
可能你比较会做人?
我不这么认为啦。。
你讲话方式实在是太客套咯。。。
你就是给感觉很恶心。。。
初此之外，你的马屁拍到乱。。
非常顶不损顺~~
总之你就是恶人一个。
没兴趣跟你交流。。
==

八婆

2010-11-15T02:05:00.002+08:00

八婆~~
八婆~~
你个死八婆~~
整扑街~~~
整八婆~~！！
凸。凸

MISS

2010-11-10T22:56:00.003+08:00

gathering is just so nice!!!
so happy to meet up all my friends..
happy to meet them during last sunday's convocation...
they are just so awesome...
and im so happy that i'd graduated...
BUT i OLD!!! D;
haiz.... can i have a time machine?
or 'ren yi men' that doremon's using....

i miss coll life,

i miss my lecturer,

"especially Kenny he is just so cute xD,
Joanne Kok she is feirce but she just so lovely is a nice lecturer since the 1st day i met her,
piupiu our handsome tutor now upgrade to lecturer he's cool but sometimes quite funny,
and also mafex although is is now not a lecture anymore,
he teach alot in after effect, he can sacrificed his own lunch time to teach us critique us... such a nice guy....
Dear lecturer i'm give you my sincere salute and respect...
Thanks for ur teaching and lessons...
i really learn a lot doing my study time although im lazt and not that hardworking..."

i miss my classmates,

"we work hard together for our projects,
we stay till late night in lab,we laugh together, share our learning to each other,
we upset together when we got bad critique, but we grow from mistakes, we party together when we having our sem break, we have our holidays in langkawi (the best trip i ever have in my life and i won't forgot this trip till the day i die)"

i miss the mm family,

i miss all toamates.....

I love you all...

WE REALLY DID YOUNG ONCE!!!
appreciated want u having now...
time pass really cant return,
only left memories...
memories make us happy make us remember...

--

2010-11-10T11:15:00.001+08:00

oh god im too 38!!!!
i think too much lol......
haiz im so freaking funny...

Long time no blog

2010-11-10T01:03:00.002+08:00

Hi my long lost blog,
long time no see...

These few days i think i been neglect and unfrequented my dear...
Since Friday, i went shopping go home a few minutes call den sleep...
Saturday went college and cut hair , a few smses in noon den reach call b4 sleep...
Sunday my convocation i busy preparing from morning till noon...until the end of the
convocation, i went 2nd round with my frends in am square at pyramid...
i make my dear wait for me till late night n make him disappointed cos in the end he stil cant wait til i reach home 关心 him....
that time i still playing happily with my friend...
im so selfish....
i dun noe my dear sore throat for so many days until Monday he told me....
im such a bad girlfriend.....
I dunno how to take care of my dear,
I dunno how to make my dear happy...
Im so careless...

Sorry dear i did make you feel sad,
Sorry dear i did make you feel unconcern,
Sorry dear i did make you disappointed,
Sorry dear i did make you angry,
Sorry dear i did make you unhappy,
Sorry dear i did make you feel unsecure,
Sorry dear i did make you feel lonely...

I just feel u now not in a happy mood...
n dunwan to talk to me...
i did thing that make u sad....

sorry....
thousand of sorry....

i wrote it here not i dunwan to let u noe or put in everything in my heart...
i just dunwan fan my dear in this moment...
cos my dear not in the mood now....

sorry...

you feel sad i also feel very sad cos i make u sad...

inspired

2010-09-16T03:39:00.001+08:00

LIFE is not about work,
not about money,
but with not job there is no money,
without money we cant live!!
LIVE your life to the fullest.
no matter what age u in,
where you were,
who you with
create your remarkable moment that follows you till the end of your life...
FILL your life with colours.
PROUD of yourself.
person with confidence they sparks.
be a successful person,
makes your life blink like a star~

By SHIYI
=D

mixed feelings

2010-08-26T01:14:00.002+08:00

ah~~~~
this stupid feelings come back again....
I have no idea why m i acting like this.
M i really walking on a wrong track?
wat m i thinking?
i wan to be pretty like other girls do....
i just look darm cacat day by day....
confidence really can make you look better?
is that true? i dun think so wei...
ah~~
i dunno i dunno a....
im being tangible, i looking too far?
everyone cant be prefect, 有取必有舍...
u either choose this or that...
either stay in heaven or live in the hell?
cant i stand in the middle?
too greedy?
自古以来，长远的才可以永久的维持。
短暂的轻风一吹，化为灰粉。
长远才是最实际，看！！我是不是现实？
hahahaa my zapalang english =__=
i hav no ideas why m i writting about...
justing 38ing around...
after chit chating with my dear himhim i feel alot better.....
negative thinking minus 50% lolz...
thank you ^3^...hahahah.....
u r just so awesome.... V^v^V
good a....

~~~~~~~~~~~~STAY COOL~~~~~~~~~~~

2010-07-14T00:39:00.002+08:00

NO REVIEW......
no nid to scroll...

said d lo....

no review...

tak mau believe tim......
haiz....

....

2010-07-12T22:10:00.003+08:00

今天特别的难过. 不懂为什么今天特别的难过.
那么久以来,我都以为可以一只眼开一只眼关.
花了那么久的时间,改了又改,换了又换, 都跟足你的要求得啦!
怎知道你,你,你!!!!!!!
一切你叫我改的, 都是错的!!!!!!
不该还好,改了更死!!!!!
过后还要给人喷到一脸屁.
最后还要让人家以为我的水准差到一种地步.
他妈的.
连他自己都不好意思咯.
HAHA!!不好意思..!!!...

2010-07-07T15:17:00.002+08:00

hey i already tolerant lo...

den y stil wan to spark the fire again?

i din say anything also i just ok only ma...

is that suppose to be lc?

cos i dunno wat to say, den ma say ok la....

oOo

2010-07-07T12:41:00.001+08:00

FUCK YOU!!!!!

得意得意得意得意得意

good!!!!

大男人

eat urself....!!!

no tittle

2010-07-06T15:42:00.003+08:00

u say smoking gal is disgusting?

i tot u say is ok for u?

last time i say y she smoke or she smoke den u say..

normal la now gal smoke no big deal....

i didnt noe u will say is disgusting?

how come guys smoke won gt the word of disgusting?

although im not a smoker....

dont u feel very Mao Dun?

tattoo is disgusting...

nvm alot of ppl dun think is nice...

not for me....

no.... tattoo is an art....

im designer.... i study art and design...

Tattoo is not ugly at all...

somehow is meaningful wat so disgusting i dun understand....

i dunno la...

things very diff to say de lo...

i din smoke last time doesnt mean i will not smoke in the future lo...

although i din smoke, but i will play for fun lo....

time means ppl change...

diff perspective of ppl have diff changes lo...

you and i also cant guarantee wat will makes you and me changes..

noone noes.....

but ppl do change in diff stages in their life...

mayb u last time ok with gal smoker now nt ok i dunno...

but

u should noe i wan to get tattoo yrs ago,

cos not the time i told u i wan to hav 1 isnt it?

y dun u tell me earlier... i dunno wat r u thinking bout...

now u tell me is disgusting...

if u r single u won choose ur gf tat hav tattoo, is disgusting...

i dunno wat to say...

wat should i do.....?

u teach me?

Emo

2010-07-06T11:47:00.004+08:00

Things u wish do it for years ago,

recently u gt the chance to achieve wat u really want to,

suddenly u think the guy that will support u the most dun wan you to make it!!!

Because he dun like it....Why?

I wont be regret also, y do u?

Do u noe how was that feeling during that moment...

For exp.

Im on the way going to heaven, almost reach the heaven suddenly the god tell you,

"Hi, you heading the wrong way, you should be in the hell!!!"

Boom!! You in the hell now...

In that few seconds how would you feel?

Happy? --

Actually i dun understand la, why you dun like lo?

because u scared i will regret?

because u think is ugly on me?

because u think that is nt suppose to be with me?

because u think is lala or not feminine at all?

because u think it is stupid?

because u think is meaningless?

because some kind of random of reasons?

Sorry dear, FOR SURE I wont regret because Im not simply pick something i like to put on...

not something stupid, animal, object or watever doesnt mean anything to me also...

Is pointless if i did something meaningless...

Is meaningful to me...ok...

yes i haven tell you wat im going to hav..

bt u already against it so much,

do u think i stil gt the mood to continue telling u my hope?

before this, im plan to get two of them de lo...

area- between my hip and waist.. this is under consideration,

because scared you dun like i choose the most unvisible place and from 2 to 1...

did u stil rmb wat i told u yr ago? i wan to hav 1 on the back of my hand?

i accept...ok den dun make it dat place lo....because is reasonable.

you noe is 1 of my wish that i really wan to achieve in my life?

mayb u found is ridiculous, wats the big deal.Maybe.

y a nice nice body wan to make so ugly..

"not looking nicer, not look much more cool, not even presentable?"

i dun think is ugly mayb for u or someone or some other ppl.

but but but....

really wan to hav 1 since wen i was small...

mayb dat time im stil a young kid but now im nt ler....

i noe wat im doing, i noe wat the risk, i noe wat im going to face, i noe how some other ppl will think bout me y this y that...

but y u so think it like this?

i noe u care bout me bt

i also can accept it y cant u?

i tot u can support and accept..

not like other ppl...

something nonid to speak out so obvious de lo....

u noe i noe... i think you noe wats in my heart, dont u?

i really cant stop thinking of it? i really can accept mer?

dont u think not fair to me mer?

mayb for u is just a little thing for u no big deal, is just a ta2 ma wats the big deal?...

but for me is my wish...

u break my heart..

yes i admit.. for me with it, I feel much more cool than others... i admit...

but not because of the COOLest only make me go for it ma...

i make it cos gt meaning with it so cant be accepted also?

but still tattoo is stil darm cool for me....

im not 'yi shi chong dong' because my frend gt 1 so i wan to hav 1 lo....

i just feel darm sad darm emo for the whole night til now...

ok i dun feel like continue d...

End.

random post

2010-06-17T00:51:00.004+08:00

n years ago didnt update blog d....

i think is because of my laziness ba....

time past so fast, i'm now a working adult d... my god i cant accept it...X(

i still want to continue my study life, i want meet more friends, learn more stuff and explore more...

anyways i will continue my study few years later, hope i can make it.

I'm now working at Arachnid Sdn Bhd, is an advertising+marketing agency.

located at midvalley, north point. =) kinda near my house ahahha....

this is the 3rd week i been working there.

first thing i wan to say that the working environment is very NICE i love it, very comfortable...

the discussion room is just so nice, i haven been there for any discussion b4 la...lols.

I met alot of new colleagues most of them are very friendly =) , just I not use to talk with them so frequently.. the 1st day my creative head ask for lunch , and i rejected...

coz i wish to finish my work b4 i lunch, in the end i eat alone LOLS... 38 la....

the next day i join them lunch and some of them say im very CHUAN!!! LOLS im not lo pls.....

im very friendly la ok? just u dunno me well..==

1 week past, 2nd week past, 3rd week still on the way passing...

actually quite fun working there, although there is no friends working with me together.

=) my colleagues will slowly be come my friend i hope i can really blend in...

one of the art director, Daniel, he is just so awesome..

he teach me alot of stuffs and i get to learn alot from him.

awesome guy, sometimes very funny like to joke and make ppl laugh.=)

if i din mistaken,his name is Henry.

he is a very funny guy like to talk very loud..hahaha

he always scold ppl although he is not scolding ppl but his tone sounds like scolding you..

he teach on the php, and those scripting stuff....

he is just so kind,he like to teach ppl, but he gt bit 'chang qi'..sorry...

nvm his chang qi is for my own good so is worth for it.. xD

Elian, very friendly gal in the office, like to hang around in office,

like to joke around, very easy going person and very helpful too.
cute gal also and she is MMU ex-student, wondering she noe felicia?
hahaha....=)

Aalissa, serving department. she give me works to do.

briefs me, and chase for my mocks and development stuffss...

haha she is just like a mother, very motherly look and nice.

HuiLing the most prettiest in the office ^^

she is just so lenglui, haha...

she like to sing wen she work.....

Joseph, the IT guy.
hmmm, i think gt bit generation gap with him...
i cant get wat he means and he also doesnt get wat i wan to tell...
mayb im too 38? hahah tak tau....
anyway he is quite friendly too.
like my uncle..ahahahha sorry =p

Desmand, programmer if i din mistaken.
I doesnt hav much communication with him.
he give the feel 'ng seng ng seng hak lei yat geng' lo...
he sometimes very 'gao xiao' lo...
say something ppl cant think of..
sometimes i will "zhadao" lo...
but he always have a blur face and serious look...

Gensy, everyone said that he is short...charm..
but i think he is cute, look like penguin..ahahaha...^0^
sometime his have funny actions make me think he really look like penguin...
hehehhe paiseh....
like to jokes also....

Joowah, i think the spelling is correct ya...
hahaha... Wen the first time i met him, the first thing reminds me...
HE LOOK ABIT LIKE KENNY....ahahahhaha.. got the Kenny feel.
hahahah i hope kenny and him can take photos together...=p
cos he is very thin and the way of talking also sounds like Kenny...
hehe, but Kenny is stil the cutest person i ever met.
Hmmm suddenly very miss Kenny ler...=3

Evon, she is quite cool seldom talk wen we go for lunch...
If i din mistaken he quite a happening person ba...

hmm i think thats all ba... stil gt alot to explore....

Happy working day for tmr..

Phenomena 75 teaser website

2010-04-14T01:11:00.006+08:00

Phenomena 75's teaser website is out...

woohooo....the site looks cool wei...^^

16days to go for Phenomena Exhibition....

Come support us, become a Phenomena Facebook Fan ...

We will updates you about our events and exhibition detail in this fb fan...

This is our Teaser website!!!!

http://phenomena75.com

Have fun and be patience for the loading xD

MOS night

2010-03-25T22:35:00.002+08:00

date : yesterday, 25/3/10, 11.30pm

location : Ministry of Sound, Sunway

friends : my dear, waikit, fish, tiong, suhmun, suyin, snail, john lee, ahkid, and hao(if i din mistaken)

we start our nite with 2 bottle of chivas...

CHEERssss!!!

an hour later we start to walk into the dance floor DANce~~~

but i cant feel the beat... i wan the feeling...

so i drink n drink n drink...

end up the wink wink feeling comes...

i dancing mood arrive ^^v

i started to dance crazily with my classmates...

dat was fun...hahhahaha...

3am party ends

after the dances i feel very dizzy man, n noe i was drunk cos i over drank..

drink too much!!

my friend suggest to go station yamcha....

so there we go... after get the drinks order done, i started feel darm wink and uncomfortable..

so i go to the washroom wen the moment i squad down i started to vomit...

oh god vomit like hell... and did something stupid... but i dun feel like written in here..hahaha

so..ah!!. how can do such stupid thing... TT

act feel darm angry but is my fault cant blame anyone....

if i was u i will do dat too..hahhaha... --

after the 1st vomit i went bac to the seat, and i just laying on the table but i stil can talk and listen wats my frend talking bout

few mins later, go washroom vomit again.... =0::::::

OH god.... wat a great experience.....

the 2nd time i hav to make myself vomit cos very uncomfortable...

ah!!! stupid.....

after the 2nd vomit my dear send me bac to his home...

cos i cant let my mum saw my "cat face"..

if not i will fir sure die..hahha

and that nite he only drive 20km/j omg from kl to puchong...

sorry my dear, i think that was the slowest speed that he drive on the road in his life..hahhaa

reach home... i chanced my outfit and straight away SLEEP!!!!!!!

OMG the 2nd times i sleep without talking my makeup off my face...

NO!!!!!!! NO!!!! NO!!!!

after few hour of sleep i was awake from my stupid drunk situation and take down my makeup and continue sleeppp

lalalaa

wat a good nite....

disgusting foods 00

2010-03-19T13:32:00.008+08:00

Formaggio Marcio / Casu Marzu

Is a pecorino cheese , which is purposely prepared to become the natural breeding grounds for nests of maggots. "maggot cheese", wow darm disgusting wei. Would you willing to try this? How it tastes like? TASTE: with a strong pecorino, snot-plump bodies of insect larvae, and the slimy fat they’ve made of the digested cheese. And the worms will jump off the cheese while you’re eating it. WOW.. GREAT... must have a try... HAA...

cheese +

this is hw the cheese looks like with lots of worms on=0:::

Balute

What is balute? Balute is a very common street food in Vietnam and Philipines. The balut, though are fertilized duck eggs, incubated or allowed to grow invitro for a certain length of time, usually a few weeks. Peel off the shell, you will show a typical soft-boiled eggy interior is also the small inert body of a fetal duck—small bones, feathers, beak and so on.

After you peel off the shell, it will look like this...

pity little ducky. rest in peace.

Bat Soup

Imagine flying mouse put in your soup..

The bat will be chop and put into he pot and boil with hebs and spices.

taa daa...

poor bat...die so unpeaceful in the soup...lols

user testing

2010-03-08T03:28:00.006+08:00

im havin a user testing for my final project poster...

which poster you think is the best?

actually all of them look quite similar just abit changes on the layout...

comments and suggestion are very welcome....

thx fr spending ur time on this post ^^

re-contact

2010-01-29T00:24:00.002+08:00

tonite im so happy.....

i met my long lost friend calvin loo....

we met 4 or 5 years ago in my tuition teacher's house (josphe cheng)xD

but after a few months he met an accident since that day we lost contact..lols

and he doesn't appear for the tuition anymore....

28/01/10, 11.59, he msg me in fb.....

i was so surprise.....

and i tot he already forgotten me...lols...

he is in now Australia with his gf...

so sweet... =)

i wish i can go overseas for study too....

but i think i'll hehe...=D

i'm glad he still treating me as a friend haha....

he told me bout his gf, they just started for a few months (sweet sweet processing he said)

haha so happy to heard that...

i wish he will appreciated his gf for this time...

hope he have a sweet sweet time with his gf too..

hope i have a sweet time with my dear too =0

lols...

ok that all for today....

lalalalala~~~~~

你好也！！！

2010-01-28T21:51:00.000+08:00

my desktop

2009-12-10T06:22:00.003+08:00

This is how my current desktop looks like

produce in 2 weeks time ==

this is himhim =)

2009-11-28T04:44:00.003+08:00

thx to himhim cos he spend his time for my motion graphic project's shooting...
this 1 of the styleframe i did..
act stil g alot but i lazy to export as jpeg xD

himhim hope u like it....heheheh~~~

my name

2009-11-14T00:56:00.002+08:00

this website is so cool man....
and the scripting is darm geng..haha~~
go have fun with it=)

bad luck

2009-11-01T03:26:00.002+08:00

today wen i just about to start my work and i just realize!!!!

i LOSt my thumbdrives NOT 1 is 2 of them....

if din mistaken i left it in class...

1gb sandrive and 4gb kingston....

im really going o cry doing at moment...

cos all my progress and files store inside that small piece of thing..

n the most important part , i dun have backup of all the files...

GOD pls help me TT

hope someone really good n kind can return them back to me...

my thumb drives are tied with my the one academy's orange stripe..

pls return bac to me i beg u....

dun take my thumb drive away from me..=l

style frame

2009-10-29T18:11:00.006+08:00

(click to enlarge)

this is 8tv channel ID 2nd last scene

how do u think the color combinations?

and which background color look more comfortable to u?

which 1 stand out more?

my name card design

2009-10-05T18:34:00.003+08:00

my dear frend, which is the best namecard?
i dunno which to choose for pirnting...><
click to enlarge...

my dear frend, which is the best namecard?
i dunno which to choose for pirnting...><
click to enlarge...

finalsssss

2009-08-12T01:54:00.002+08:00

last week! finalsss.....
this week is the week fr submitsion and presentation...
lots of work to do....
after Friday IM FREE!!!!
cant wait to reach that day but b4 this i have to work harder to finish all the finals....
tmr wed, Thurs is the submission day for 3D.
Fri is submission for flash and motion grpahic...
now I'm rushing my 3D website....
i have to finish all the 3D import tonight....
cos takes allot of time to import pic by pics...
i gt 1000++ pic...
o god..keep repeating the same thing going to be crazy...==
add oil ba..
i can make it tonight..
:)
everyone jia you ba.....

game+sound

2009-08-03T22:27:00.004+08:00

Last Wednesday mm75 had a field trip to Petronas Science Center at KLCC. It was my first time been there. Haha... We have a Dark Ride thing where you have to sit in to enter the PetroSains. Is like a tunnel of darkness with some lights and scenes projected by projectors and it is quite disappointed because the first thing i saw is the waterfall (fake) lols... But the sound system is quite nice, introduce and some explanation about the place. Once i enter the place i start exploring the place first with some machine that explain some theory with sound explanations that i felt is quite boring =3 after a few second i change my way to another section...hehe...
i found something is cool was the something like hologram. In a certain position the object can create a 3d image floating in the air using the mirror, lens and lighting. There is a detection near but the area once i step near by there automatically will have a sound system speak up is like a monster talking with give you the feeling to try on touching the 3d object experience the different. The next thing is the track thing most of us sit on the mini track machine and experience how is the machine works. The next section is about refection and mirrors (i don't really remember what is the section name as). We play with the mirrors that reflect from different angles is quite fun most of us taking photos with it
Next dinosaur station, once we enter there a huge Trex and it speak LOLs =='' and i couldn't really heard what is is trying to say, when Dickson arrive he hit in the Trex's head and it stop speaking I it spoilt after hit by Dickson lols. Nothing much can be explore because the environment builded is so fake maybe if I'm a kid i might can accept it..haha...In the other side this section also talks about what happened billion years ago and how oil being form inside the Earth, hows the oil look, feel and smell like and there a machine produce the air that exist billions years ago, WOW its so cool when i saw that but i smell with it, the smell is not as nice as i think lols, smell stings...-_-
Next round, place talking about Physic- 'geseran', magnetic, pressure and so on. There is not much sound system i can talk about becuse most the thing need to be explore by myself. But alot of games machine around it is so much fun =). Before going through all this we attend a 15 mins show talking about pressure, only mm75 students and a senconday students participate. After that we that playing and exploring around. Long times didnt touch about Physic already,almost forgoten all of them. During exploring it refresh all my forgten memories about presure thingy. Glass can create sound by using the finger to touching the top of the glass with circular direction with a even speed. lols i should know this because i learn it during primary school but stil fun to play with..haha.. experience the earthquake by sitting on a long bench that can fit 5 of our, experience the speed typhoon. HAIZ, so sad i cant really explain all the thing i already explore cause i forgot to bring camera so cant take photos..=(
next stage, Space, there is a machine that can detect your heart rate by talking to the mic so cool at first i dont knoe how to use it after looking at others playing i only realize how it works. the there are two machine which is connected is like how a phones work la you can talk to the people through the the machine the the another people will receive your your voice and respone to you. Is like how people connect each other between earth and space. There is a machine catch my attention is the heat detection on the scene when you stand in front of the machine it will show your body shape that show your heat level with different colors...everyone is in red color and my white color wow, my body is heating.....lolx.. there is a machine that can capture your picture and will project your face to a spaceman outfit quite fun. i having in this stage cause there is porjector that project on the wall it is form by flash by is very fun when you stand infront if the wall the your shadow will project on the wall and the object will land in you shadow so cool..hahah...
Before entering the next satge we need wait for the helicoptal and the ride so lame when we get in the helicopter simulator the while space is build in with sound sounding system to make you exprerience the feel of sitting on the helicopter and found that it is not as real i think lols. the journey is about the way to oil platform offshore. We were making alot of noise and critique about the visual from front view suddenly switch to side view lol the angles is totally wrong from the view we looking at... -- after that we reach the place talking about how petrol being produce , some interaction during there with some sound introduction, explanation and directories.
Another stage, is talking about the speed, i like this place full of game machines to play with. First is the baseball machine you have to throw the ball as hard as you can after that it will show your result on the screne. I only played once after that the place get forcibly occupy by the guy>< . nvm i play another one Karate machine, I left 20mph to break record but i cant cause i dont have that speed and energy =I i only got 80++. after that is the shooting games and than i saw Lego. you will need to build your own lego car to make it runs. but i fail to make it cause i cant figure out how to put the tyres together to the car maybe that version not the version of lego i played before==. next F1 wa, many ppl is waiting the change to play with it after a time of waiting i decide to give up... haiz... nvm again i met cherly, kellie, joyce, shengyu and travin they ask me to play the Slides, I need to climb to the top side to lay inside the slide and slide down . it so fast and fast I scream and shout during the way down. == hahaha... that all of us saw a row of machine look like a phone then we sit on it can pick up the phone to listen to the sound and is was so boring-- the machine keep talk and talk non stop after awhile all of us leave...lolss... next is the machine that simulates wind. The wind speed up to hurricane speed about 100 mph above that i dont really remember. my hair was floating all the way is quite fun and is windy hahah..we wera screaming all the way until we come out lols....
next alternative energies section, talking bout there have games to play with and all build by flash. but the navigation and interaction is quite messy for me after awhile i switch my place to a the guy who teaching cherly how use a computer system to control the machin and make the machine work and walk. so cool ha.... after that there is a guy who demonstrated how water can be converted into electricity by splitting hydrogen and oxygen atoms that can replace petrol. that was so cool when our country start this system o? HA.... maybe never..lols...
almost to the end of the trip, we get to play with some fizical interactive flash game football kicking football hahah.. after there is some mental fizical game that you need to think to soft the tricks. the last one is the art machine hahah..... the object your form by different type color liquid this is the outcome that form by sheng yu and i after few mins of spraying and

this is the only pic i gt lols sent out from Petrolsains yay.. NICE? haha.. the end : ]

MY ONE PRINTING!!!! I HATE YOU!!!!!!!

2009-07-11T21:46:00.002+08:00

arg....
im very moody now....
COS most of my progress working files gone!!
because of the Virus in MY ONE PRINTING SHOP...
next time if wan to print plz just bring the files u wanted to print only...
dun bring ur whole hardisc....
nw this happens to me...
my motion filesss all gone bac up previous files but act is useless...==
design method 3 files all gone no bac up at all...
ac3, 3d and motion's lesson files all gone....
3d files gone but gt bac up...
I HATE MY ONE ...
is a virus bank dere..
guy pls check ur file b4 print la dun bring ur virus to the printing shop la

R.I.P MJ

2009-07-07T03:57:00.004+08:00

U the legend

MISS yOU

rip~~

new changes

2009-05-24T17:29:00.006+08:00

diff kind of fonts n new layout....

which 1 more suitable

Style frames

2009-05-23T14:40:00.003+08:00

-heart rate machine -

this is my 1st design..

this is my 2nd design.

see...
color run after upload--''

which 1 looks better?

dissapointment

2009-05-19T01:13:00.003+08:00

11.12pm i go william's yam cha with my friends...
after they order they n drink we started our talk....
we gossip gossip gossip....
really having fun chic chat with ppl's gossipsss......
but bad the place is full of 'xiu kiong'....
many......running here n dere...
after dat we decide to go a friend house to our gossip...
BILL!!!!
and den i search for my wallet...
search and search....
GOD!!!!! WER IS MY WALLET?????
i started worry...(think)did i left my wallet in the fair this afternoon?
at 1st I CAL MY HOUSE ask my bro to find out for me..
me: "eh, help me find my wallet isit left it in the living table?"
bro:"Im playing games la, wait awhile i go now... wer?"
me:"help me find alot of things inside ler...at the living table or inside the paper bag i left dere.."
few secsss.....
bro:"don have ler...."
me:"don hav mer? search properly!!"
bro:"search d la whole table also don have..."
Den line putus.so i cal my sister..
waa this really make me super DULAN lo...fuck!!!
me:"can help me see isit my wallet left the table dere??"
sis:"bro search d nola..."
me:"u help me comfirm again la"
sis:"U COME BAC N FIND LA.... I VERY TIRED WAN TO SLEEP D..."
walao wen herad theses few words wat fire also come out...darm fucking angry n dulan lo....
"I VERY TIRED, U COME BAC FIND URSELF"
dulan dao i at sea park ler som how with my frend transport...
nid to spend 30 mins to go bac ler...
if can i also go home n find la sohai...
NEED u to help mer...
wen i reach home, the wallet really left it dere...
walaos dat time really really wan to slap gao them....
speechless!!!!!!!!

thigns turn complicated

2009-04-29T15:57:00.004+08:00

i change to morning shift is bcoz of wat?
gt night shift dunwan to work ass gatal o?
zzz for 4 hours den go for work is bcos of wat?
is bcos of u.....
cos u sick...
1/2 hours break time i spend 15mins walk here n dere to find ur medicines n find some drink n foods for u...
at last i eat n drink it myself.... ;[
you say later almost finish work let u noe ma...
i also haven cal u y u come?
n nt i dunwan to cal u is i din hav the time...
dat time im rushing the report cos supervisor dulan d wait for so long...
wen the time i wan to cal u i only realize NO LINE...
dat time already in the car...
of cos i wil find public phone to u wen i noe dere no line....
i wan to make ur life easy but den things deosnt run wat i plan...
u din tel me wen u come out how i noe?
just wan to give u a suprize to wait u at the place nearer for u..
den only cal u...dunno u wil come so early...
so dat u no nid to drive so far wen u r sick....
dats y i dunwan to let u pick me...
sorry to make u angry....
i too bad on planning...
tell u not= suprize d la....
i should not telling u im going to work on morning i should tell u all my plan...
planning suprize turns s---- planning....
im so stupid....
but some mistake happen in between n u doesnt noe...
hope u take care of urself well.....
bless u recover soon....

pulau ketam trip

2009-03-29T21:06:00.012+08:00

after after BUZY studys finally get enjoy our holidays..
this is wat we did the 1st week of the hols...
haha..after this all of us turn dark d..-_-
we start out journey from toa to subang ktm den to the bout to pulau ketam...
45 mins in ktm, 45 in the boat..-- slowny.....
45 x 4 =180mins (go+ bac) lols...
these a few pics i took at dere enjoy...n sorry for the super late post..hahaa....

b4 leaving

bye pulau ketam.....:)

photography final project(相遇)

2009-03-18T20:56:00.009+08:00

the storyline

^^

对不起。。。

2009-03-04T18:09:00.002+08:00

是我的无知和冲动造成你那么大的伤害。

对不起，对不起，对不起。。。。。

真得很对不起。

我太幼稚了。

。。。。

Web User testing.....i nid ur help..plz...

2009-03-01T13:39:00.009+08:00

stil gt few haven complete but yet to complete soon......
the question wil be list at the bottom pls feel free to answer cos i need ur opinion and commentss...
if dere are any comment u wan to say out?
Yes, u r wekcome.....as mant as u can...Thx for the comnmetsss ya...:)
(click to enlarge)

main page

About us page

traning1.1

training1.2(gallery)

Animals pages(gt 3 version nt much diff but dunno which 1 better)

visitor guide page

zoo map page

education page

1. what is your first feeling looking at the design n layout?
2. do u find the interface interesting? (bored? interesting?) and y?
3. how about the content isit well presented? (if no)y?
4. the color look better compare to the previous design?
5. from the color and design, wat website it wil be without looking at the logo?
6. the website look comfrtable to you? y?
7. if u r a tuorist wil you feel comfortable to log on this website search for more infomation?
8. if u r a tuorist wil you log on to this website again after the 1st log on?
9. is dere anything should i improve after viewing the design?
10. isit user friendly to you?
11. wat would u rate for this website? (1,2,3,4,5) 5 is the highest? wat b y make you rate this?

user testing.....

2009-02-15T23:55:00.003+08:00

im wondering which layout color should i choose....
pls give me sum ideas and comments....
which 1 nicer?
act not much diff just wanna noe which 1 nicer and why think dat is nice...
u feel like giving others comment u r very welcom.. :)

thz

....................................................................................................................................................................
act this tis the previous bg color but cant bring out the malaysia's zoo feeling...
how to make it look nicer?

i really in a very bad bad mood....

2009-02-07T00:09:00.002+08:00

Y bad things always happen during my assignment time???
today i went shooting with my frends......
captured alot of photos......
den wen i reach home.......
i transfer to my pc and edit the color....
after transferred the photos i delete those photos in my SD card....
very unfortunately oc HANG.......
so i restart........
after restarting the pc i arrange my desktop file into my thumbdrive....
NOW wen i wanna continue my editing, I ONLY REALIZE THE FILES ALL MISSNG D......
WAT THE HELL!!!!!! i really wan to dry d......
god plz help me to recover the photos.....
cry cry cry.....
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webdesign 2nd analysis

2009-01-21T20:25:00.007+08:00

.........................Zoo Negara..........................

layout under thw same link having different layout, some gt sound so without sound.

too much spacing between the paragraphs

This website have alot of different layout and design very confuse and messy.

Project Concept Proposal

Project Definition
in this project i need to redesign Zoo Negara website. this website have too many useless information, the same category information can devide to many link this make user confuse and this is not user friendly.too much content. this is the 1st zoo in Malaysia, managed by the Malaysian Zoological Society is a non-governmental organization. Zoo Negara is now 45 years old and has matured into a well-known zoo all around the world. the is situated only 5km from the city of Kuala Lumpur. this is the 1st zoo in malaysia is 1 of the tourist tuorism, this might pulling down the image of the zoo. cant even track ppls attention.

Current Site’s Analysis Goals
This website mostly focus on the exhibits bout animals and events can be hold in the zoo. The content actually is quite informative but the informatioan some are not nescessary. Too many information wil make the user lost their interested to continue. The first time i log on to the website the first thing that i realize is the intro part in not functioning and this website cannot be view but other broswers, only can be view by internet explorer broswer i found that is too . what if the user only have safari or mozila firefox? the design is not interesting, and layout keep changing all the way. Different links different layout very messy. too many navigation make the user confuse. too much advertisement and content in the main page looks very nice. the logo that display at the right of the main page is too big and it doesn't really important to track ppls attention.

Client’s Analysis
Zoo Negara Malaysia is managed by the Malaysian Zoological Society, a non-governmental organization established to create the first local zoo for Malaysians. Zoo Negara is now 45 years old and has matured into a well-known zoo all around the world. We have a total of over 5137 animals from 459 species of mammals, birds, reptiles, amphibians and fish. Zoo Negara covers 110 acres of land which is situated only 5km from the city of Kuala Lumpur. Over the years, the zoo has transformed itself to an open concept zoo with over 90% of its animals kept in spacious exhibits with landscape befitting its nature. We are working in making sure that the old zoo concept is changed entirely.

Short & Long-term Site Goals
to maintain the website being often logon by user, the main objective is always have some advertisement for examples, billboard at the road, tourism brochure, flyers during tourism convention, put on the website url with the advertisment design. the short term goal is to cooperate or partnership with others company , have some promotion and competion, suh as KFC, mcd and so on.

Target Audience
the target audience mostly wil target on the tourist, students in primary n secondary school and adults. this clearly noted in their content and the map of the zoo. i think most of them is target on the family have kids and student below18. because there are lots of events and promotion for the kids, such a day to zoo and so on.

website redesign

2009-01-14T01:47:00.019+08:00

Client's website
http://www.zoonegara.org.my/index.htm

too many details to focus very confuse
navigation very boxy nothing special on it
lots of the subtitles but can actually combine into 1
the education pages is too of the entire design
many words n all are very long

Competiters
Woodland Park Zoohttp://www.zoo.org/

navigation quite interesting when rollover , animals image will appear.
the main page too many selection (navigation can be found every where very messy)
the background color suit to the design.

Saint Louis Zoo-http://www.stlzoo.org/

the main very eye catchy
lots of image can be view
every pages got the own pic to represent the title is quite intersting

Zoo Taiping-http://www.zootaiping.gov.my/index.html

the background is totally match to the design
color contrast is very soft
easy to focus
not too many navigation is very user friendly
some page look too blank

Zoo melaka-http://zoomelaka.gov.my/index.html

boring boring and boring
there are no design sense in this website
the grid of the pages all are not even
the navigation are very boring
most of the design is just black and white
images size not consistent

Beautiful comnercial sites
http://www.plus-belle-ma-maison.com/-( sumthing like Ikea)

the whole website is very interesting
the color arranging is very nice
lots of flash being use in this website
lots of interesting navigation very fun
detail are being nicely presentable

duebiitalia(smtg like ikea too)-http://www.duebiitalia.it/index.php

the photos are very nice
colors are being fully use here
the layout for the contact page is very intesting
flash fully in this sites

Play torecale(cards game)-http://play.torecale.jp/

the colors is very nice abd interesting
very eye catchy
cards can be drag to every where you like
although the blackground is plain but stil being the contrast of the outline n card color

Nike-http://nikeid.nike.com/nikeid/index.jhtml?channel=US_NIKEID&region=US&country=US&language=EN

color very nice
layout very even
all using the same grid
bring out the feeling of the brand
flash

HTML tutorials sites
http://www.echoecho.com/html.htm
www.htmltutorials.ca
www.quackit.com/html/tutorial
www.visualbuilder.com/html/tutorial

how i start my 1st day holiday

2008-12-16T22:41:00.002+08:00

11Dec, Thurs, morning.
my family went bac to Penang for my cousin's wedding...
Den im the only person who stay at home...HOME ALONE....
cos i cant get to finish my assignment dat nid to submit to the lec on friday 10am....
SO i stay at kl to finish it..TT
and i tot i can finish it b4 evening den can join my coll friends clubbing night..
unfortunately i cant finish on time , and finish it at 12am...
after that i msn kacau my friends chit chat til 6am sumthing i think...
the next day i wake up at 3pm den go midvalley for gym...
after gym i go shopping n 10pm bac to my house to pack my night out stuffs n so on...
den go MOS for the whole night to celebrate my friend's friend birthday....
b4 i reach dere sum of my frend arrive d...wen i reach dere with the rst of my frends...
AND WE REALIZE SUMTHING.... the crazy waikit order 2 chivas n just few of us...
AND i wanna say that the chivas IS DARM fcking expensive.... 1 bottle 450...0.0
oh my goodness , summore nid cover charge....
yea i no nid to pay but the price is!!!!!!!!
i rather go cocobanana....sum how the place is nt happening TOO FEW PPL ....
no lengzai no lenglui....-.-
next time go MOS pls go dere on ladies night if...
til 3am we go cha yam....n i overnite at my friend house....
that nite is the 1st time and also the last time i SLEEP without remove my makeup....
i swear i won do this again...
and the sunday i went getting for dinner after dinner my frend n i go safari...
cos the company book the whole area..
wen we get in, i saw lots of bussines man n some PASAR gals....
pasar gal.... they go in without makeup , with pasar sandals, pasar clothing, n aunty jean.....
OMG.... how can they let go in without that kinf of clothing...
cos nt happening after drink few of the chivas we just left....
during 11pm sumthing my frend wanna go to casino and im very interested to go in with her...
so i follow her AND i really went in d...wahahahha..very happy.... lolsss...
i saw lots of uncle auntie gambling inside....
n most of the they play with daisai n jackpot....
inside is not as nice as wat i saw on those movie...haha....
i really wan to gamble but i din have dat mush cash n im not dare to waste my money on dat...
dat night i just play with the jackpot...just simply press cos dunno hw to play also...
my frend very lucky use RM20 on the jackpot(just simply press) den suddenly won 100 sumthing...--
and another frend play dai sai won rm 400++...
TT and i get ntg just waste sum money on jackpot look that those gamblers...
and we end our gambling at 3am sumthing...
n the next day again we wen home./

sick

2008-11-30T19:05:00.001+08:00

ooo....MY GOD....
sick d..... no mood do assignment d....
arh die die die....
god bless me.....
stil gt final to rush ler....

web design (how to)

2008-11-21T02:47:00.008+08:00

how to make 'chinese paper cutting'
Paper-cut is visual art of Chinese handicrafts, has existed for thousands of years..
It originated from China , 6th century.
The common designs made include animals, flowers and figures cut, with scissor or knife.
-to decorate doors and windows, and therefore are sometimes known as 窗花 chuāng huā (window flowers) or 剪纸 jiǎn zhǐ (paper cutting)

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webdesign (main)user testing

2008-11-19T05:04:00.005+08:00

user testing(which background look better? )
and which typeface more suitable as my english title..
any comment u r welcum to shout out here THX for the helping:)

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sense n feel

2008-11-15T21:19:00.007+08:00

im doing plant, shadow and grow....
below is my shadow...i take photos in a dark room..
those are my hands...hahaha....

version with the shadow word

blackn white version

plant
1st

2nd version

grow

ARH...freaking sick now......

2008-11-05T16:58:00.002+08:00

now wed 4.15pm, i din sleep for 32 HOURS 10MINS is freaking sick situation....
summore stil having class at TOA MM2 lab, middle of the lesson......
realy not feeling well...headache, my back bone is freaking pain,tired, sleepy, stomach pain, cold,look pile like a zombie, i think i going to be fever soon.
stil got skecthes nid to be done..
5 ideas 3 skeches (5 hat racks summore)............
i really shen jing, ki xiao, ci sin, gila, and crazy d.............
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typo billboard redesign

2008-11-03T03:00:00.004+08:00

during this project, we r required to finish it in 3hours++ class....
title was set by the lec yenny, joanne n sook chiung....
we nid to finish the 3 artivle dat they provide n pick the keyword to make use for the the tagline n design....
images , logos are also provide by them...
base on the images u can montage n edit.....
this is the outcome..

text too small n i think is nt very suit...
cos of the limited time ,n my typo sense gt bit cacat la....i think
nid to improve myself more..
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later gonna go for the visual fundamental class agian...--"
super super boring n lame class...n i think this class is USELESS, cos we din really learn anything form this class......
the lec is darm lame man, everytime he attend the class he'll juz talk talk talk n ask us to draw, DIN even demo ONCE!!!
wen u wan him to demo he wil just simply draw smtg den said "is something like dat la, u draw like dat, den like dat....."
im wondering he is a lec? did he noe hw to draw?.
hard to say mayb he really noe hw to say only..lols....
den wen times up"okla, those who haven finish go home n finish it pass up next week, those who finish u wan pass up now"
really wasting my time ler....
i rather choose to zzz or do smtg else at home or wat also dun wanna go for tis class..
but i already miss 2 class n xx of assignment din handup,if ponteng again i'll fail this sub d..--
hope next term won have this kind of lec la....
im telling the truth ok... i think everyone in dat class will agree with it...
we paid the money nt to waste our time, is to learn smtg...
AY LEAST we can learn smtg lo, nt juz.......
ok....is time to zzzz....
nitez..

suvival guide half of the logo (cockroach revenge)

2008-11-03T02:46:00.004+08:00

sorry gt bit blur cos i export to jpeg so...
act another word i already complete in illustrator but during saving progress....
ai file hang...NOT RESPONDING...
nw only let this , luckily i mov it to flash file..
and the interfacesssss all r stil in the progress...--

web design project 1

2008-11-03T02:42:00.003+08:00

now i only upload this...lols.....(click to hav clearern bigger image)

OH MY GOD!!!

2008-10-28T00:47:00.003+08:00

--'' dunno wen n y he was in my msn contact list....
this GUY i dun even noe him at all n he keep saying those crazy thing and name my name in!!!
now he was block in my list d.....
u noe wat cal 'KI XAIO'? he is one of those ki xiao ppl....
see wat he written in the msn....

vomit..... i dunno him man, din even chat with him b4!!!
oh my god cant tahan.....
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